Wow. Holy positive support Batman. I love my friends and family. Nothing brings me to tears more easily than diabetes and how much it sucks. I would take ten times what she has to go through so she could be cured. I love her and admire her. To her (most of the time) it's just the way it is. Could I handle it without slipping into a bottomless depression? I just don't know. Kudos to my little Sugar Cube. You're braver than Daddy ever could be.
I can't wait for the weather to break for good. Even to just 50 degrees without any dang ice. I hate treadmills. Hate, hate, HATE them. But that's where I'm stuck. Got another 2.5 miles in on Thursday.
Thank God for health insurance. I looked at the invoice the other day out of Lily's supply shipment. With two types of insulin and all the supplies for one month, we would have to pay over $550/month. Yeah, an average house payment so Lily can live. Crazy when you put it into perspective. What would YOU give up so your kid could live? What sacrifices would you make? Satellite, Internet, Cell Phones, switching to a used car on both, that would only bring us 80% there.
On a good note: I've dropped 14 pounds in the last 3-4 weeks. As soon as I can get my fat legs to stop chafing and bleeding after running I will be happier though haha. My goal weight is 210. I'm hovering around 224 right now. The miles will melt the pounds away.
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